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1. Aaahahaha! weird funny

   10/08/09 08:21:00 | 0 Comments

   So I started drawing my character from my story, Adrian (the one who I'm pretty certain is an alt of some sort). I went looking for pose references and picked one that reminded me of her... I don't know how to explain it exactly but its like a strong pose, arms crossed and very assured.
   
   A few minutes ago I sent this to a friend because he wanted to see what I've been working on and he said "I've seen you do that pose before", which he clarified that he has...

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2. Christians scare me

   09/07/09 23:22:49 | 0 Comments

   I'm a bit on the drunk side right now. Well... maybe more than a bit.
   
   I wanted to say something here since I'm pretty sure nobody reads this. I never thought anybody did, though I don't care either way.
   
   Christians scare me. More than Satanists (I actually respect Satanism).
   
   But yeah. Christians scare me. Sort of in general... but they also piss me off. Because as a whole, Christianity has to have their dick in everything. They don't belong...

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3. Well this sucks

   09/03/09 22:59:01 | 0 Comments

   So I found this video here http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-1078314996890815904&ei=Q22MSrXLMY7EqgL9tO3LCg&q=multiple+personality+disorder&hl=es&client=safari#
   
   and holy shit.
   
   it was super triggering, but i forced myself to watch it. it was only really one little part but gods if i was tied down i would have chewed my way to freedom not have to sit through it.
   
   its weird because that sort of stuff has never ever bothered me before. i've...

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4. Blur

   09/02/09 12:13:39 | 0 Comments

   last 2 days such a blur. even after sober. and havent had quiet time for awhile.
   

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5. way too much booze.

   09/01/09 06:24:25 | 0 Comments

   got totally plowed last night. tequila. don't know why i had to do it. i remember somewhat thinking about pain. i don't remember physically hurting though.
   
   got so plowed that there's not a lot i remember while i was drinking. and some stuff that's fuzzy throughout the day, even when i was pretty damn sober.
   
   went to the river with F, W (from Cincinnati), Cr and T. had fun. was scared when i first saw the rocks we had to climb down to get to river. ...

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6. A front

   08/30/09 14:01:18 | 0 Comments

   I've been at my parent's house for awhile. My grandma, who was living with them, had a stroke a few weeks back. So I was here then to help clean up my grandma's room. It took almost a week.
   
   So I'm back here because I'm helping my mom move my grandma's stuff into the room she has at the assisted living place.
   
   There seems to be some quiet as I help out. In my head, here and here. Once I get back home (I only live a very short drive away) I'm...

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7. New stresses on the horizan

   08/25/09 11:24:33 | 0 Comments

   One of the housemates (F) is leaving in 3 weeks. To move to Canada. I'm happy about this because she doesn't seem happy enough here.
   
   My stress about this is I'm worried about finances. I don't pay rent because I'm a bum (have looked for a job for 6+ years, have bad luck, no experience and too much anxiety). C, who is the closest thing we have to the head of the house (everyone gives him rent money, he gives rent money to landlord) I think is mostly in charge of...

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8. Coming out to play

   08/25/09 04:47:36 | 0 Comments

   Picked blackberries today. Brave girl in that brush.
   

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9. Letting out the psycho bitch

   08/24/09 13:47:47 | 0 Comments

   So I came a bit unglued when someone in the house failed to throw out his own fucking trash when I told him to throw it away and he FAILED MISERABLE AT IT.
   
   Luckily he can take me as I am in any form.
   
   And finally his trash made it to the trash can.
   

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10. Alone for a couple days

    08/23/09 02:11:37 | 0 Comments

    So there 5 people in this house, counting myself. All but 1 is on a camping trip with a big group of people (furries). They've been planning this trip for awhile and I was originally not going to go and then I figured I should go, force myself to be social and stuff. (that 1 person hides out in his room so he's not really "here")
    
    The reason why I didn't go is recently I've been.... very social. I had a day when I was having panic attacks and the next few days...

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